For you, the person I always loved ... Spencer Van Eden 
remembered your face.
When my sister, staring at the computer screen, I heard that she had dreamed, my dearest friend .. and you, I reminded you.
When called your name ... I remembered. I remembered the picture that the previous night had seen of you, one where you were with that young clutching your arm.
When called your name, I remembered, too, that she cares for you. I felt sad at once ... and I do not understand well why.
're the woman of my life -
always used to say. How ironic that you tell a girl. You know? I made this whole world still rare. You say you are a woman and a man when you turn the age of majority, but for me it is invalid if my mind is not. "Mine? because my mindset is still that of a child, a fearful child before the world has yet to understand.
When we met several years ago, we were kids ... now only I am, you've grown and how great you are!. You make me feel so proud.
loved the child, and now I love the man.
My older brother, who knew and remember well, I say, very consistently, selfish. I can not speak of what ... therefore I am. Always have been, I have always been very clumsy and I have not noticed anything of what is to me around ... I lived in an isolated world from what I can remember. I do not think much to act. I just told you that you do not let go of my hand, and that you seemed to like .. but finally, I set you got away from me and I repeated over and over again, that our distance was good for both. But why should tie to me if I was, and am still, enamorada.El love began to have a different meaning As the years went by my side. The love was not for me to tie, but was wanting to your happiness. Although still unable to see everything with my eyes was the love I have so I decided it was over. Hurt not the best way to love.
not hidden, I did feel sad when I saw, and then I remembered that photo. But only a small scourge of my selfishness ... stop being selfish because it is not as easy as you think. I am happy that now anyone can watch over your heart. Must be a woman, which I could not even be a spectacular woman, because I must admit that I walked away to someone who does not deserve you take care of you. I myself do not deserve to .... but I hope she does. Miro
computer screen, the glasses that are gathering on the table that is one side of it, I see books that are on my side, and both love me, that same type of books you tired and had not finished it when you get tired of listening. And I still see your face. Because I have not been able to take.
I wanted to tell you, and I was not able to do over the phone last night, because you already know I always opted for silence when they should.
Congratulations ...
I'm very proud of everything you've accomplished.
I know that you could never understand ... you never got to know someone else who has my ideals, I'm a crazy
in a sane world ....
but I know we still have time to go together
the way it is, but together
and I know that you can understand one of these days, perhaps those ...
lo que yo he sentido y pensado de todo
Quizá yo también pueda comprenderte... porque nunca hemos estado en la misma sintonía
pero sé que llegará el día en que si estemos realmente conectados.
Te amo y siempre lo haré...
¡Felicidades!
Te ofresco mi sonrisa y la compañía incondiciaonal que siempre debí haberte ofrecido.
kisses! 
